RetroPost: The end to the week and all humanity.

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Somewhere deep inside me I had locked up the fact that being a teller really is the most boring job on earth.

It truly is mind-numbingly boring. No really. I actually leave working thinking, "Why does my skull feel so odd? Oh yeah, my mind is completely numb."

Do you think it's bad that throughout the day I actually find myself hoping to get robbed? Just to shake things up a little.

Bleh is my working life. Bleh.

RetroPost: 5.13.07

{Saved from Xanga} It takes a lot for me to run to the secret blog and right now my feelings are so mishmashed I didn't know where else to voice the insanity. Aubree is pregnant. How ridiculous is that? I still have the nail polish on my toes from her wedding. I just got around to washing my bridesmaid dress and she's pregnant. It makes me feel gross inside. I really haven't agreed with their relationship from the start. It seems far too sickening that Andy has this disgusting habit of marrying on the fly and getting his new brides pregnant instantly. She isn't part of the rivalry thank God. The Rivalry is between Missy and Noah and us. I still pray to God often (selfishly I suppose) that they don't have a baby until after we do. Also lumped in that prayer is that our child is normal, healthy and physical problem free. (Please please please dear God) Above all things including this silly Rivalry that is my biggest worry. I also feel woogy about the Aubree and Andy thing because according to her it happened their wedding night. Two weeks ago. If I were her I don't think I could spread the word about the impending lil Dixon until I knew my pregnancy was out of the woods seeing as how horrible her track record is health wise. So here I am. Jealous. Freaked. Confused. Upset. Happy. And downright scared for them, their marriage, and her health. And the health of the baby. I barely know them. So I'm torn between not caring a bit and feeling so empty for her since whatever happens, she's totally alone. ;_; God. Watch over all of us in whatever comes our way